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Stella

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July12 1989
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Tuesday, December 01, 2009 .
2:43 AM

haha i have decided to shift over the wordpress
have been contemplating over this for the whole month alr
finally i shifted YAYS :)
haha relink me at http://stellasayys.wordpress.com/
couldnt bear to delete this blog cos of all the memories here
someday shall look back and see the silly things i write HAHAHA




Thursday, November 12, 2009 .
2:22 PM

oh goddd i cant believe i actually felt guilty
im so gna swear dat tis is the last time im feeling liddat =.=

when they mentioned it
i felt happy it happened
too bad i cant turn back time




Tuesday, November 10, 2009 .
6:34 PM


:( damn sad i got such shiatyy results
yea i realise saying and doing it are 2 different things
its easy for me to tell ppl not to be sad but doin it myself is a mean feat
BOOS
there's tis saying that when u hit rock bottom the only way is up
when's my up coming :(
and bad things dun come one by one
they come in pairs
the strap of my flip flops broke and im left to swing my shoe as i walk -.-
how nice

i realise wadeva i do to him happens to u
i bet it wasn't coincidental
i tried it twice and it worked
hehs wonder what i gna try the next time
or mebbe its just what goes ard comes ard
karma do happen huh




Tuesday, November 03, 2009 .
6:38 PM

the back looked so familiar i could have mistook it for you
the sight i was once so used to seeing
wherever u are, i hope ur doing well :)




Sunday, November 01, 2009 .
2:11 AM

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

much loves




Wednesday, October 28, 2009 .
11:23 PM

seriously la i so feel like asking wtf is wrong wif u man
if avoiding is all dat ur capable of, ur being an outright loser
i could see she was very disappointed
how could she not be, when she could find no more excuses to convince herself anymore
dun raise our hopes and pull us all down
dun ever promise when u noe u nv will fulfill it
u noe it urself what exactly are u thinking
ur smart enuff to noe it without us telling u

jw made me some 泡参茶cos i lost my voice
very touched dat she actually made the effort to make it for me :)))
泡参茶 reminds me of the last contact i had with it
i made it for someone else then
times i wonder why i let u go then
owell...mebbe i wasn't thinking right HAHA

today marked the end of my sign language lessn and i learnt song signing
lily could sign very well for the song 'if we hold on together'
as she signed,i was rly touched
i could feel her emotions as she signed thru out the song
suddenly i realised im very fortunate to be who i am now
i dun have to worry abt things dat some ppl have to
and yea im lucky to be a normal person
i guess its time to appreciate wats ard me
sounds easy right but hard when u try to do it
bs class made me realise lots of things and it made me sort of come to a consensus on the aim of my life

aim of my life - to make ppl happy
how to do it,i guess im still a long way from that




Friday, October 23, 2009 .
11:10 PM

i could feel it right there
one year ago, i rmb we were doing project till the wee hrs of the night in school
it was tough but we enjoyed the challenge.
one year now, we sat at the table laughing heartily.
but we all knew something was missing
is this just a passing phase or there's still more to come?
seriously, hoping isn't helping much.
anyways smth i read on email that was rather inspiring
It is far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work – the only kind of work that I find palatable.
Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness.
In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human.
Loving is good for the soul.Loving someone is therefore very important, and it is also important to choose the right person.
Despite popular culture, love doesn’t happen by chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. It is not a silly weed, but a mighty tree that weathers every storm.
You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart.
You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back.Its value is to inspire you.
Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone. You either don’t, or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.